Farewell 2004 Dec 23 Thu


(Translation) Thank you very much Mr Chairman for giving me the opportunity to say something in this occasion attributing to our retiring colleagues as an intangible token from the School. It appears that many of you are looking forward to hear to this tribute.

Every one of us here will come to a point when he or she has to leave this lovable place, in one way or another, happily or sadly, and began the next phase of life, most probably the final phase, and away from this place. All those that we farewell today are indeed very lucky because they are leaving this place in peace and each in one piece. A few of them are actually luckier than the others because they do not practically retire. They are re-employed to be re-retired later. Some of us in the past, we knew that, had left us and left this place, not in such a lucky state.

When they leave, there appears to be only one thing we all would do: remember them. And we have no doubt that reciprocally they will remember us too, perhaps with wonders such as whether so and so has retired or not, and on and on. And when remembering them, each of us will remember everyone of them differently. I could not say how this school will remember them, because the school does not have a memory. However, the school's staff, both academic and support, do; but I am just a mere one of them. From this point thus, I am speaking for myself, and I am sure that, every one else would say something differently.

What have been said by Mr Chairman, and others too previously, I copy verbatim and paste here. I do not disagree any of them. But, however different they are from me, we were almost together in the pioneer batch of the UKM chemistry from mid 1970. I thus feel very strongly that I am more with them on to leave rather than with you the left one.

Speaking of remembering, I want to remember every one we farewell today in a way. I will start with Dr Sri Nurestri, for she is apparently the most senior UKM chemistry staff. She does not retire, by the way. She does not, because, look at her. She's still young and ... (LOL) She leave us to reunite with her husband in UM. And I think she'd done no nobler a wife could do to her husband than this. I think her husband is a man with a great patience for his endurance in the tens of years of waiting to have his wife reunited with him.

But this is not how I am going to remember Dr Sri. I first came in contact with her in Oct 1976 when I returned from England, although previously I have heard about her from Dr Jamjam (the then Head of Chemistry Department). And when I reported for duty at that time, the only vacant room available was half of the room she had already occupied. And I was sort of destined to share a room with her. And we shared the room on the second floor of the wooden block in Sect 16, PJ (where the Chemistry was). I think that Dr Sri was a perfect mate (LOL). Throughout the tennure (and sometimes more later in Pantai Baru) Dr Sri never quarreled with me. One day in 1977, I wrote a letter to Malaysia Milk Sdn Bhd, complaining the Bahasa Melayu they were using in the advert of their product. The company responded with the delivery of two racks of their milk product. And we shared them. A few times I have to hike in her Renault 5 (because I did not have a car) since she stayed in SS21 and I stayed in SS22, or half way to the bus stand. Then in mid 1977, I was rather sad when my wife had to be admitted for a miscarriage. She shared my sorrow by visiting my wife.

When Chem Dept moved to Pantai Baru in 1978 (in the uphill bungalow), somehow, there was a room that needed to be shared. And since Dr Sri and I have the experience of sharing a room, it was not unreasonable for the Dept to ask us to continue sharing the room in the new premise. The premise was actually a residential bungalow, used to be boarded by the College principal. And the room we were sharing was actually the master bedroom of the bungalow. Dr Sri and I were sharing the master bedroom (LOL), until she took off sometimes in Sep 1978 to England to furnish herself with a doctorate.

Then one day in mid 1979, I recieved a letter from London. It was from Dr Sri. My hand was shaking and trembling when opening the letter (LOL). You know, you recieve a letter from your former roommate who is eight thousands kilometers away. You were thinking that may be she needed help, or may be she was in trouble, or she was simply ... lonely ... (LOL). When I opened it and read it, aargh!, what a relief, that Dr Sri was merely asking me to remind a person who kept on deffering his promise to ship the samples she badly needed to commence her experimentals. Ladies and gentleman, that is how I want to remember Dr Sri. She was my roommate.

Dr Nik Idris Yusof is my three years senior; a SASian of the degree qualified enough to get himself a solo pose in the school megazine; a previlage not even for the headboy in the school. That's how I began to know him. Unfortunately, we get acquainted only from the middle of 1980's when we all completed our doctorate. I think he and I had a common sense of belonging to both SAS and UKM, and perhaps the best words to describe the sense is that we are like those electrons that are being shared for the covalent bonding between SAS and UKM. I know though that the covalent feeling now among the staff is not as strong as in us; and that is especially those who did not run through the 1970's years of UKM; and more especially those who missed the flash instant relationship between SAS ans UKM; like those we learned about the London forces.

I think we will not find a person like Dr Nik again in our own life time; in his sincerity, openness, humbleness, receptive in both academic life and personal relationships with his colleagues. Being the most inactive member of the staff in this school, I still could verify those qualities from my experience in working with him in APCCS1 in 1994 and UKM-ITB5 in 2002.

I first met Prof Abdul Hamid Othman in Dec 1974 in Sibly Hall, University of Reading. I was with Salford "team" comming down to have a closer look on the streets of London. Then I met him eventually when he returned in 1977 for duty, in Sect 16, PJ. Prof Hamid was not a difficult man to make friend with an alien. And so I won the friendship of Prof Hamid in a very short time.

This included the brief time in Section 16, then we moved to Pantai Bharu. Then he was the head of Matriculation Unit of UKM. Whenever he needed a companion to visit the Matriculation centres, he first thought of me, and I always prepared for it, and we went together. Then he was the head of chemistry department, through to the time I left for my doctorate. When I returned, he did not forget at all about myself, and we even got better. And perhaps it was because we are neighbours on the second floor. Even though we were separated by a wall, I almost knew whether he is in his office or not. I even could sense his conversation on the phone. Well, he had his own path, but we are always neighbours, and there is always the thick concrete wall separated us.

I first met Prof Ikram Said in person perhaps in 1977, when he returned from the USA, although I knew that he was a tutor. I knew also that he gave some kind of tutorial to the students, but I never came across with him giving the tutorial to the class I was in. That was sometimes before he left for the USA. Then he left for the USA, and in Sep 1974, I left for England. It was to a different direction already from the beginning.

Then he was the head of the deprtment. One day I thought of buying him a dinner, because he let me used his membership of ACS to subscribe the J. Agric. Food Chem. So noting that he was an American graduate, he agreed that I took him for a western dinner; and it was in a Grill in Section 16. Then I think he went to become the principal of UKM Sabah, and I left for England. When I returned, he went for sebbatical. When he returned he became the head of the Department again, then the deputy dean, then the dean, then the dean again and again; keep on shooting to the star in the chancellory. I thought that he would keep on shooting into the distant galaxy. I never thought that he turned out to be a comet, you know, returning to the sun after a long distant eliptical orbit. And more then to it, he became a meteorite, falling back to the earth where he began to gain the momentum to shoot into the cosmos. Well, he is actually very much a chemist; he belonged to the chemistry, like all of us here.

My first close encounter with Prof Salam Babji was probably sometimes in 1985 or so (I can check my notes) in the dinner in Seri Menanti on the Chancellory in entertaining the Japanese JSPS delegates to our VCC counterparts. But I knew very well before that, that Prof Salam was a food scientist.

My closer encounter with Prof Salam was in 1993 Dec, in Allson Klana, Seremban, when most of us were there to show what we had done to the IRPA money. At the end of the show he had no where to throw away his burgers. He gave it to me; I took it home, fried it, and ate them with my family. Perhaps that was the only time I could consider Prof Salam bought me a dinner; but he had no reason whatsoever to do so by the way.

Then we were colleagues when FST was formed in 1999 July.

I had a moment when I was very afraid and scared of Prof Salam. Very, very scare indeed. It was in year 2000. I was afraid and scared that Prof Salam knew that one of his Hons student was my daughter. I could not fathom what would Prof Salam be thinking of her, not of me, when he knew that she was my daughter; knowing that Prof Salam, reciprocally, only faintly knew myself. I was thinking that she was a bona fide student.

I was wrong actually, it was just my fear, not a just feeling. It was actually the opposite outcome when eventually Prof Salam knew that my daughter was his hons student. To complement the kindness of Prof Salam to my daughter, I was thinking that perhaps Prof Salam was delighted, when he finally knew, to have my daughter as his student because if the worst turn out the thing he could ask me to help him to correct the writing of my daughter's thesis; because he knew that I could not refuse it. To cut the story short, my daughter attended her bachelor degree conferrement in 2001 July. She also attended the degree conferrement in 2003 July for her master degree, out of a thesis also supervised by Prof Salam. My daughter and I will remember that.

Yes, Subashani was a student in this school, and obviously she had taken a few of my papers, for sure the physical chemistry 101. I could only say I am very sorry for you have to leave this school at the very start of your tennure. I am very sorry that after more than a year with us, nothing seemed to kick off. And for a fine student like you, it was a waste. Someone brave enough would undoubtedly say that the university is still in the understate of matureness for neglecting a potential person like you. For that I think you have made a correct decision to leave, after perhaps you were misled by a mirage to join this school in the first instance. I hope you will make up (the loss) when you are in the new place. Vice versa, somebody had made an unwise decision in giving you the place, supposedly to get stepped up.

By the time you eventually settle down, you would find that your old teachers are no longer around, or no longer "functioning" (LOL). But please do remember us. In Malay traditional culture (and I believe in other great civilisation cultures too), the pupil-teacher relationship is a translation of sibling-parent relationship.

My last tribute, but not the least, is to Aishah. I deliberately made it to the last, not because she is the most junior, or because she is a lab assistant. It is because she is not the least. Yes, she is a lab assistant. She is not even a senior lab assistant, although she was in Chem Department since the first day UKM chemistry was born in 1970. And I do not want to remember her, I do not want to remember her as a lab assistant.

I came to know her since I was a student in UKM Chemistry in 1971 June. She was not my lecturer, she was the lab assistant. I graduated out of the courses the practical work of which were carried out in the laboratories, in one of which Aishah was the lab assistant. She showed to me where the test tubes and the flasks were kept in the laboratory. And she showed to me the ways around in the laboratory. She washed the test tubes and the flasks I soiled in the practical works. She cleaned the floor when I broke the glasses. She prepared the solutions for us to use. Without her assistant, works my lecturer asked to accomplish would not be accomplished; and I would not graduate.

Comes to think of it, who do we remember showing us the ways when we are new in a place? I am thinking about my friends. Who do we remember showing us things which we are looking for? Like when we are looking for our toys when we were a kiddy? In my case, I was thinking about my brothers and my sisters. Who do we remember preparing something that we wanted to consume? Who do we remember cleaning the things that we dirted on? In my case, I was thinking my mother and my father, and my mother's and father's brothers and sisters. Aishah was short of being my mother, or my mother's sisters, or my elder sisters, because she never gave me any money, and because she never fed me any food. Devoid of that short, Aishah is. Ladies and gentlmen, that is how I want to remember Aishah.

Mr Chairman, I think we forgot a person we ought to equally farewell today; I think it was simply because Mr Chairman was not part of the original Chemistry UKM, that's why he is forgotten, whereas that person was a part of very original Chemistry UKM. The person is En Maarof Ibrahim. On originality point of view En Maarof was very much like the late Dr Wan Mohamed, Dr Nik Idris, Dr Sri, or even Prof Ikram and Prof Hamid. He helped in building the laboratories of Chemistry UKM since 1970's in Section 16, PJ, as much as the like of Aishah; through to Bangi; all his life, until the fateful day of the creation of FST, when, then it was at his end of his service time, he was moved to non-Chemistry School. And he retired from there a few months ago. No one had taken a courage to remember him; that he was very much a part of this Chemistry UKM. And that we should at least say in words (never mind in deeds) of many thanks to him.

Mr chairman, I thanked you very much again for giving me this opporturnity to pay my tribute to our colleagues and our seniors. May we all remember them always.